Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas Eve

This is a day when all should be wonderful. Then why do I feel so blue? Let me count the ways...

1. I'm not pregnant.
2. My chances of getting pregnant are slipping away.
3. I'm feeling very alone.
4. My mom has been sick for months.
5. I'm going to be forced to sit at my SIL's house tomorrow and make nice nice with their 4yr. old and 6mo. old.
6. My husband has been very short with me because he doesn't understand why I'm blue.
7. I recently ovulated and we didn't have sex.
8. Finances are getting a little tight.
9. I have no one to talk to about this kind of thing.

Thank you for listening.


  1. Enormous (((hugs))). I feel for you, truly. Sometimes it feels like it's just all coming down at once.

  2. I'm just going back and reading some of your posts since it looks like we started blogging around the same time (you one month earlier). I had a VERY similar experience to this posting for Thanksgiving... I've recently written about it and it was very cathartic. I'm sorry you had to go through a lousy holiday.

    And totally sucks when you know you're ovulating and don't try!!! That's aggravating.

    Hope blogging has helped to make things smoother for you knowing you have a community & outlet... (((hugs)))